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January 01

escape

 
stop complaining...it won't bring u anywhere unless u do something...like "Escape"
 
 
yeah, that's what you have to do, escape from hell! it's too tiring to complain...anyway, things never change even if you complain everyday...and at the end what you get? more stress & unhappy...like living in hell for the shake of money!
 
why u still stay on when u tell everyone "it's not a job for human being" ...101 reasons...too busy to search for another job, the economy is bad, can't find a better job, blah blah blah...never ending reasons. and why u wanna complain when u urself choose to stay on??  
 
ok, tell me what u want? to stay on or to find a way out of here? everything is under your hand, you are the one who determine what's your future. Be patient., that's the 1st thing you should do. Next, think....and plan your way out of this hell. it might not be instant escape, but at least....u are doing something, something for your own good.
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November 22

ptptn


Soooo upset abt PTPTN !!! i worked so hard to earn money, and been paying for my loan, and shit! all i m paying is only interest... i feel like stop paying it. anyway, lots of people never pay their loan...

sigh...why the figure never goes down? why it still the same as last year?? should i keep on paying or should i stop?? i know it's bad not to pay, but i really up set when i see the figure. if i were to pay alot every month, means i will not hv any saving. then, what's life for? to work and pay loan? a slave forever.

Sad
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November 04

sick of work

so sick of work.........really sick of it....

i m trying my best to hold on...but i m going to be crazy soon...i m so stress... i can't breath anymore...everyday seems to be an unhappy day...what's life?there is no life for me anymore....people like to say : "they are free to die but not sick" a word to describe how busy they are. when i think of that sentence all in my mind is i rather die then to work. sounds funny, but that's all i can think of.

i know i am thinking negatively, i tried to think positive...but i can't. cause i m really unhappy...

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August 22

secret

what am i going to do??

i really don't know why or how it happen, i've been extra careful on what i am doing all the time, but i still make mistake, and it's a big one.

Well, nobody know about it, for now. but, what if they find out ?

what am i going to do? i can't tell anyone...i don't want anyone to know abt it.

my heart is so heavy now, i can't breath...i can't do anything..i feel like a thief now, a thief who needs to hide frm the police.

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May 11

i wonder

 
i wonder ...
 
i am so exhausted with the work load given to me, and they are giving more in future.
 
i keep on telling myself, it's ok, u are new, that's why u find it hard to finish your work in time. u only need to struggle for another 2 months and everything will be ok.
 
Will it be ok? can i go back home on time after 2 month? can i rest n enjoy my saturday? can i sleep well every nite without thinking of my work? without worrying ?
 
my life sucks...i am tired all the time, i don't hv time for myself, i've been working non-stop everyday, the pressure just make me feel sick all the time .
 
can i go through this?
 
i don't know how long can i stand. all i know is i m feeling sick now...really sick
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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May 03

so sad

 
that morning, when she told me that he left, i was shock. What kind of heartless man he is ? How could he just left without even saying anything? what's in his mind when he was planning  out every step?
 
A women married to a man when their baby was born, he lefted. leaving a hopeless women with a new born baby...after 13 years of struggling for living. she meet another guy, and they were getting married soon and she's pregnant again.Life suppose to be better, at least this women had found someone willing to take care of her. But, history repeat again.
 
i know something was wrong when i saw her with badage on her wrist...the way she speaks making me even nervous...tears begin to come out frm her eyes when she speak....i feel so sad that i can't do anything for her... I even don't know how to confort her...what should i says to a jobless pregnant lady with a 13 yr old son, she is not a teenager who broke up with boy friend.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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April 21

not enough

 
Not enough time
 
here, time is always not enough as it pass so fast..today is monday and then saturday is just like tomorrow.
 
it's funny, when i first came here, time is always hard to pass, but now i feel like i need more time, too much stuff to be done and yet too little time available..
 
 
 
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